She lies and says she's in love with him; can't find a better man

so i've been picking up the ol' guitar again recently. man it feels so great to be in a big room in my own condo, my big mattress with no frame... just on the floor with desk lamp on the floor next to it.... picking up that guitar and just playing until my fingers bled (no it was not the summer of 69 nor did they really bleed). but it felt so hippie-ish and free and even though it was midnight who cares, i'm not gonna let some job that i have no desire for, that doesn't impact people, and doesn't make a difference in the world- effect the rest of my life, including sleep. i'm not about to go to sleep at 9 so i can feel rested for a job like that.

man, i really need to finish school already so i can be done with this non-sense non-productive way of living rut that i'm stuck in at the moment. but i make the best out of it, i have my distinct moments during the day that i'm truly at peace and happy.

that's all, i am tired now though haha. goodnight to all, i mean nobody... except maybe creepers.