Try to understand..... he's the magic maaaannn woaaaoaahhhh..

So I wake up early to work again some overtime and what song do I hear playing when my car starts? Heart - Magic Man (?). It's amazing how smooth my day can go with music. I go on my lunch break to Chipotle (which wasn't on my diet) and Weezer is on when my car starts, if you want to destroy my sweaaaaaaaaaaaaater.... .... my vegitarian burrito was not as good as CA makes them, at all. the tortilla was really weird tasting. anyways so then when I'm leaving work, which I ran out of there because I definitely was not going to work overtime again like yesterday. And when I start my car crushcrushcrush is on, pumped me up. ANTM is on tonight, too bad this season sucks. Ryan calls it ATM. funny. And again for the 3rd week in a row I'll be working out, feels good but I know my 'diets' don't usually last more than 4 weeks at the most. pity, we'll see what happens. I was doing good with smoking until this morning I bought a pack, diiiiiiiiiiiiiiisgusting. Man, I was thinking about that today. I tried my first cigarette probably around 6th grade. Smoked consistently from 8th grade until after highschool, quit for catalyst... kinda. and started again, then stopped. back and forth. then started again in december. Its the weather, i swear, when it's cold outside smoking brings back so many memories and i love the feeling of it. but i've been going down to one a day, it really is gross and it's effecting my running which effects my diet which effects my self-esteem. well i really hope my blogs don't become a schedule of things i've done and what i'm going to do. peace in the middle east.



2 weeks to californnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnia