I'd rather waste my life pretending than have to forget you for one whole minute

wow. it's crazy how moments and memories from either so freakin long ago or just most recent ones can play in your head over and over again and feel those exact same emotions you felt when it happened. either embarasment or loved or shy or giddy or butterflies or just simply happy. sometimes i feel like the mom from the movie signs when she has one of the most random memories right before she dies..... except mine are constant and i don't think i'm gonna die soon, who knows. but the point is i've always had this extra strong sensory memory (made that up) part in my brain that when i feel an emotion it's 10 times stronger kept in my memory than most normal people. i don't know why i'm typing about this.... probably because i had a few of those recently and they kept me up last night until 3:00 in the morning and made me smile all day today to the point where i couldn't hold it in and people caught me at work and looked at me wierd haha

overtime schmovertime. i work hard for my money so you better treat me right... or ... everybody's workin for the weeeeeeeekend. these are the songs i sing in my head when i work overtime.

i amuse myself because i'm the only one that can.